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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

loved me, left me

that title prety much explains it all

 

 

Let’s not waste tonight crying about lost dreams.

Let’s run around outside in the rain and be free.

Let’s try to live our lives before our time is through.

Let’s forget the past, because it hurts just too much.

Let’s pretend we are okay for just one night.

 

x

 

 

When I fell in love, I learned a few things.

How to believe someone with all your might,

How to be held and not want to be let go.

How kisses are always take the pain away…

And how to feel real pain when it’s gone.

 

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Hello Stranger,

Remember how we used to love each other?

 

x

 

i wish i never even met you
now. so then i wouldn’t stay
awake at night - starring at
my blank ceiling thinking
about you.
& how absolutely
perfect you are

& how I know im not good
enough for you.
how i may never
see you again

but your
still out there
somewhere
being absolutely
perfect for me.

x

 

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and cut.


Saturday, October 14, 2006

touch me, kiss me

hey kids more quotes and pixx?i think so!

 

 

 

ppp

 

tonight I won't wear my seatbelt.
I'll speed on the wet slick roads.
I'll take that curve a little too fast.
You will see the fatal crash on the news
&& you know what?
You still won't miss me

 

x

You wake to suffer through the day
Trade a dream for the pay
Well here's the fact, I hope it sticks
You're just alive out of habit

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Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are
Piece my piece I've built my walls
And burned the bridges down
That lead back to people like you


x

 

When the shadows beam
Misery remains
I won't leave this time.

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I waited all this time to
Show you how much I care.
Can you see me waiting everyday?

x


I believe letting go
Was the worst mistake of my life.

x


It's just so difficult being me
Instead of we

x


Don't lose touch with life's reality.
Compensate for life's stupidity.

x


You change and now you come back
Saying we aren't the children we once were.

x


Everyday I hate you
And everything we once were.

x


And you beg to be back with me.
Now I can't see anything
I won't forget everything you put me through.

x

I would wait forever.
Until the darkness began to fade
I would wait for you.

 

Pullthetrigger

 

She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking,
she's hated & taunted
she's wanted & flaunted
she's a puppet on a string,
an angel without a wing,
she's every girl you want her to be
but she only wants her self esteem

x

 close my eyes
I can still see
You are right here
Where I want you to be

x


He left me here
In this misery
The whole world has
Turned it's back on me

 

 

dyin 2 b perfect

and we painted crooked lies
but we danced in perfect time
to a love so much refined
we know not what it is
until it is dullen like wine

x


but it's never quite like this

x

i need not your wicked weapons
my war is not with someone like you

x


like bringing a k n i f e
to a gun fight

x


time can kill the greatest of men
even the strongest find
themselves on the floor

I've gotta find out all the things
And find out where she got her wings


How's the weather up there?
Good God I wish I was tall.


Where can I go
When I want you around
But I can't stand
To be around you


I'll walk myself to you
I'll walk myself away from here


You laughed off my affections
While I passed your direction
I should have known from your smile
It was the end of you

 

 

 

I lie back and close my eyes again
The dreams are there
The last chance slipped away
You'll never know I cared


For these wounds I claim redemption
For these wounds I am redeemed


An empty promise
Fills my veins with lies


Be still my tongue
For I know not what to say
My life is lived in darkness
And here I will remain


And so the night wears on
And so my patience thins
To my eyes dawn in horror
Because I'm alone again

You shine so bright you're what I see.
Just try coming once again.
Make rounds, make mermories again.
I try to run, try to forget the one.
But you still keep shining, shining bright like the sun.
See you there one more time and going back
It’s like seeing you there for the first time I swear...

You make my world spin again.
I can’t, I can’t just let you go

She paints on her cute synthetic personality
Wasting all the hours on the things she'll never be

i've got nothing that i hide except for what's inside
i keep it all locked up, in this prison we call love
i'm suffocating...

skipping beats, blushing cheeks
i am struggling daydreaming, bed scenes
in the corner cafe and then i'm left in bits
recovering tectronic tremblings
you get me every time.

i still cant shake that feeling of wanting nothing but you

I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on nonetheless
and there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall.

maybe if my heart stops beating
it won't hurt this much

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Please darling can you lead way
My world was flipped now I have gone astray
Now it falls apart every night to the sight of the d i m stars


We will overcome every night to the sound of the kick drum
We've got it figured out every night to the sound of the break down


Lonely, stubborn and complacent
You have insisted on leaving me here
Writing the same song i started last year
Lovely conjunctions and phrases
Plays on a few words, that you never meant
I must have misread all of the signals that you never sent


It's a bitter sweet life, i have loved and lost my heart along the way


A regret that you cannot rewind
Feeling empty, feeling b r o k e n
There's a malice on his lips you can taste while your choking
He is sour, he is sharp, he is preying on your heart
Just relax while he tears you apart


Take the dreams you had, throw them all away


Swallowing the lust that will cripple the dancer
With his hands around your neck
You have lost all self-respect
You're a mirror to ashamed to reflect
Are you cautious, are you reckless
Guilty and exposed, but to stubborn to confess


could this be out of line
to say youre the only one
breaking me down like this
youre the only one i would
take a shot on, you keep me
hanging on so contagiously


They call kids like us vicious
and carved out of stone
But for what we've become
we just feel more alone


And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will put your hard heart away.
You were so condescending..
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.


When your apologies fail to ring true


Oh, instincts are misleading
You shouldn't think what you're feeling


Here it goes again,
Put on that deserving tone
and don't forget that this was all your fault.
It's breathing down your neck,
you know you've got to let this go.
You're such a wreck and now it starts to show.

o4.
We hold these truths self evident,
The lies we used to represent
Who we are, because it was never meant to be.
And all the songs we used to sing, they used to tell us everything.
All about how it was never meant to be.

o5.
But the better days are behind us now.
We all need someone to tell us how
To save the state of where we are,
It keeps demanding more and more and more.
And who will save us?

o6.
feeling this again, nothing new . </3

o7.
And please pick me I'm a terrible mess
You know I just can't help it and I just gotta confess
You do what you do and I can't ever rest

o8.
face the fact, don't act like you don't care

o9.
I know it's hard to be something that you don't think you are
but it's hard for me to even try to understand why you are beating your own heart
cause you gotta try, just try to be honest
and I will be honest all these things that I say
and I'll listen clear, whether brave or you're modest, I'm here
don't hold back, don't hesitate, don't disappear

10.
You can’t break away what you cannot change

11.
I couldn't fake it
We wouldn't make it
I couldn't give enough to you

12.
She paints on her cute synthetic personality
Wasting all the hours on the things she'll never be

13.
you're just a pretty waste

14.
There's an emptiness inside her
And she'll do anything to fill it in

15.
And it breaks her heart
How she wishes it was different


okayy . ther you go :] and im going to start posting the titles/ artists on my next post.
soo i hope you don't mind!



there's a field nearby with words written in stone.
my love will not die, please let it be known.
This place is dead, it echoes through town.
there isn't one voice, I haven't heard a sound.
the planes flew in; their bombs did too.
the city fell flat, The fires, they grew.


i'll take a step away and see if you come back,
because there's no more trying.

keep me in suspense and tell me what it meant.
the anxious air between you and me;
look me in the eyes and tell me what it meant just before we both go.


If you ask I will do what you say
All we have is this night to get through
With the cheeks to the smile you’re only
You left me all up in arms and confused


Are you out of your mind
You dug yourself into a liar’s hole
You made a little spark to live inside
It’s now a *beep* fire out of control
When the morning comes you’ll act surprised
And when the word gets out it will get old
And every day you’ll try to live your life
And every little scandal will unfold


i saw you there last night, hanging out at the park
you seemed so in love with your hand on her heart
you were 'just friends' at least thats what you said

 

its something I'll never forget,
andnevergetback <|3


your incredibly selfish, not to mention downright, cold.
but you still have the only pair of hands I'll ever want to hold.


guess what I'm done, writing you songs .. </3

you'll never quite know the truth,
cause honestly even I don't.


you can make me
crysmilelaugh&hate.
probably in less then a h e a r t b e a t.

wrote most of them, hope you enjoy <3

you may be beautiful
but there's more that the eye can see
you're so predictable
the way you calculate each move
heads I win
tails you lose
because you don't have the right to choose.


you're just so impossible, but somehow,
i can't stop, cause you're just so addicting,
and i wish i could, and i would if i could,
but for some reason, i'm glad i can't.


How did you get all these people to sing about you, anyway?


" he doesnt deserve you" shouldnt have made her want to prove them wrong,
but it did </3

how come we want to protect those who hurt us the most?
maybe because if you didnt love them so much, it wouldn't hurt </3

 


Thinking we’re the b r i g h t e s t stars
And hoping we will never burn out
But baby everything has got
An expiration date, like you and I


you think you've known me forever.


let`s destroy eachother,
cause we're too cool for love lines,
&& soft kisses over cheap wine.
Smoke me baby, like your last cigarette.
Whisper to me, say you'll never forget.
Could you break my heart just a little more?


i'm walking out in the rain
and i'm listening to the slow moan of the dial tone again
i'm getting nowhere with you and i can't let it go


Hey we'll leave it all behind
Oh and then the nightmares
I'll fill them in good time - DMB


Then I look up at the sky
My mouth is open wide lick and taste
What's the use in worrying, what's the use in hurrying
Turn turn we almost become dizzy- DMB


Troubles they may come and go,
But good times they are the gold.
And if this road gets rocky girl,
Just steady as we go.- DMB


It's just a game I play
It's just I roll that way
Don't think sweet baby
I'm messing with your head.- DMB


he's right you know
we can't go on like this



And somehow all the words, found a way to hide what they mean, but no one ever wins.


Cause all the blame, doesn't seem to matter anymore, the fault is mine, the fault is yours,
And I'm not trying to keep score, and all the petty words, and all the arguing,
Never makes me feel like I am right or wrong.


I guess its true, im horribly weak
never thought id have these words to speak.
my life was never really mine, just mine to r e p l a c e.

 

 

 

peace out<3

 

 

 


Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Dollface, i wana break you

hey more?more. someone commmented how fucking sweeet!!! so heres so more stuff enjoy guys

 

 

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I am sick of being me.

I can’t take it anymore.

Ugly, Stupid, Lame,

Reject, Pathetic.

But mostly…fake

 

x

 

after a while
the pain doesn't hurt anymore.
you're nothing.
nothing but numb.

 

x

Becoming frantic,
Losing control,
Now lost inside,
This bottomless hole

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"can you feel it" he asked as he tore his lips from hers

"i cant feel anything" she whispered

 

x

 

just tell me it's tearing you apart
please, say it's keeping you
from falling asleep at night

x

 

in case you failed to notice,
in case you failed to see,
this is my heart bleeding before you,
this is me down on my knees

 

x

the flames and smoke climbed out of every window
and disappeared with everything that you held dear
and you shed not a single tear for the things that you didn't need
cause you knew you were finally free

 

 

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 don't know how
Or why

But there's something that calms me
And makes me happy
About cutting
It takes me off the edge
And puts me back to 'normal'
If you knew how much it helped me
You would have never made me stop

x

 

My heart is heavy with sorrow,
I don’t want to wake tomorrow.
I want to cut my arm deep,
Take a few pills and fall asleep.
I want to get away from here,
but perhaps that truly is my fear.
Is it really my wish to die?
Let’s find out and give it a try

 

x

 

Music was my refuge.
I could crawl into the space between

the notes & curl back to loneliness.

 

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I'm trying real hard, hard not to care
But I miss you my dear won't you come back?

x

 

I try to smile when i see other girls with you
i act like everythings okay, but you dont
know how it feels to be so in love
with someone who doesnt even care

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you may be beautiful
but there's more that the eye can see
you're so predictable
the way you calculate each move
heads I win
tails you lose
because you don't have the right to choose.

 

x

 

you're just so impossible, but somehow,
i can't stop, cause you're just so addicting,
and i wish i could, and i would if i could,
but for some reason, i'm glad i can't.

remember how behind that building you told me I was beautiful?
and inside that dugout you taught me how to kiss?
or those woods, where we spent our nights so lost in eachothers eyes?
do you remember what it felt like, when we were so young, and so in love?

x

 

your smile is intrancing, and that touch is more than I can take,
its just so us, to keep making promises that were meant break

The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me

x

 

Hold your head up high
You're never wrong
Somewhere in the right you belong
You would rather fight than walk away
What a lonely way to breathe the air
What an unlovely way to say you care
Now we're too far gone for me to save
And I never thought that we'd come to this

 

Look to the past
And remember and smile.
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you

 

x

 

Please put the doctor on the phone 'cause I'm not making any sense
Blame everyone but me for this mess
And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart
We never seemed so far
I'm hopelessly hopeful, you're just hopeless enough
But we never had it at all

 

Oh my fucking God
shes fucking twiching
give me a fucking gun
let me end this bitches life
Or not hahah
i sit back and watch her try to escape
shes a fucking two bit slut
thats going to get cut cut cut .
oh my oh no
let me see the light
let me see her intestines
with great joy and pleasure
i'm the new massicist

x

 

as she screams let me go
i beg for her to scream even more
make my dream come true and my exsistance
a fucking reality
why the fuck do u think i would let you free
when every thing u do excits me
ur my new dolly
i'm going to call u Kaitlyne Ann Marie
and make u my eturnal fanitsy`

A regret that you cannot rewind
Feeling empty, feeling b r o k e n
There's a malice on his lips you can taste while your choking
He is sour, he is sharp, he is preying on your heart
Just relax while he tears you apart

x

 

But the better days are behind us now.
We all need someone to tell us how
To save the state of where we are,
It keeps demanding more and more and more.
And who will save us?

x

This is the end of a really sad story
But don't feel bad for me
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be
Like the star of a really sad story
You don't live happily
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be

 

I couldn't fake it
We wouldn't make it
I couldn't give enough to you

x

K i s s the stars.
Cause this will be the last time.
I ever open myself to anyone.
Who ever knew that love could taste like razorblades.
Shapeless faces are stealing your heart.
Right from under me.

She cuts more and more.
Her arm was full of lines.
Her artistic way of doing with
Instead of complaints and whines.

 

x

 

They hate us. We are the outcasts, the loners, the aloof. We're those who stand still when they threaten us, and those who run when there's calm. We are the abhored, the fascinating, the useless. We are the discarded.

 

x

 

Programmed to crush
Programmed to destroy
Its brainwaves only wired for death


Sunday, October 08, 2006

everythings fucking fine

update of love!?

okay i really lke ballerina shots so theres guna be aocuple and some diffferent ones obviously and quotes and stuff liek that..enjoy, comment?:

 

and you wont get to far on a tank of gas and a empty heart

 

and one day your name just didn’t make me smile

 

he was born a liar;he will die a liar

 

it’s a comic book crush;

that taught you to trust

 

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She cries the lullibies; the ones that you cannot sing. She doesnt want the whole world, only him. & when you left her there, just standing there in the rain, She ran home to get rid of her pain. She wanted it all to end, to live her life & be happy again. & as she sits here with the razor in her hand, she thinks about how he will never understand.


 

'Cause a bottle of vodka
Is still lodged in my hand.
And some blonde gave me nightmares,
I think that she's still in my bed.

X

Its your kiss I wanna taste

 

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 What if you saw my arm one day
And all those bloody trails?
Will you be able to understand why
I cut when all else fails?

x.

Sometimes i make you listen to these songs because
the lyrics sing the words that i'm too scared to say.


you want to know why i love you?
it's cause you loved me when i didn't love myself.
it's cause you held up my beauty for me to see.
it's cause you cared for me unconditionally.
it's cause for the first time in my life, i didn't have
to work so hard at being happy

   

you are my love, you are my life,
my heart and soul the truest friend I've ever known,
you are my world, all of my dreams,
M Y   F A N T i S Y . M Y   R E A L i T Y .
I love everything you are, yes I do.

&& the hardest thing is knowing
that i'll wait for you f o r e v e r.
&& that forever never e n d s.

and she whispers into the mirror as
she wipes the running eyeliner from her
eyes "I'm so stupid"

   

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you


 

I wanna get to the point
where no matter what happens
no matter how long we go with
out being together ; no matter
how many fights we get in ; that
all we need is a kiss & suddenly
we remember why we love each
other so much

 

x

 

i still have feelings for you
and i never knew why
but i think i get it now
im just so scared that i'll
never find someone quite
like you

 

x

 

i  hope it hits you
and you cant sleep at night
i hope you count memories
i hope you count how many times you did this
i hope you wonder how much pain you caused
i hope you wonder how many scars you left
and oh my love
i hope you can count to a million

 

x

 

 

 

 

 

she doesn't care if you call her & wake her
in the middle of the night. she
hates
arguing,
but you know shes good at it. shes terrified
of the dark, but when she
thinks
of you, she
smiles. she
laughs
at your jokes even if they're
dumb. she loves the way you stare at her
and she wouldn't change that for the world

 

x

 

she hates the world, she hates people

she hates sand in her toes, she hates morning light

she hates my smile, she hates stale chips

she hates me calling, she hates picking up

she hates being alone, she hates holding hands

she hates the way i whisper in her ear, and the way she trembles with my breathe contact

she hates my style, and she hates my hair

she hates my touch, she hates laying with me at night

she hates how much she dosent hate me at all

she hates how i know it too..

 

x

 

You were my cure & I was your disease.

I was killing you. And you were saving me.

x

She Wants To Be Beautiful. She Would Do Anything For A Pretty Face. Even Kill Herself

My love for you is not written on paper,
for paper can be erased, Nor is my love for
you etched in stone, for stone can be broken.
But my love for you is inscribed in my heart
where it shall remain forever and ever

x

have so much hate, my life is a fate. i have to fight for the right to just live my life

 

And every time we hug
It brings tears to my eyes
Because I know she loved you first
And you never returned the favor

x

You know how in kindergarden..
You wouldn’t know someone, but would go up to them, and 10 minutes later,
Be playing like you were best friends?
Because you didn’t have to be anything but yourself?
that’s how I f.e.e.l. when I’m with you

x

Sometimes I feel like no one cares
Sometimes I feel like no ones there
Sometimes I want to kill myself
Sometimes I think I need some help

Sometimes I feel like I’m alone
Sometimes I'm in an empty zone
Sometimes I feel like I’m not alive
Sometimes I wonder if I’m deprived
Sometimes I think the world should end

Sometimes I think I have no friends
Sometimes want to make them see
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me.

 

 

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Do you have the scars I have
that decorate your wrist?
And if you try to smile
do you smile with a twist?

x

We may die from the medication,
but at least we killed the pain.

 

 

 

thats it<3


Friday, September 29, 2006

like your so perfect.

sorry no update for awhile but heres one:)

 

 

 have one last request for
 the rest of your life...that you
Spend it with me

I can't look at your face anymore
Or I might remember what it was like to run a finger over your chin
Brush a hand over your cheeks
Trace your eyebrows with my fingers
Press my lips against your lips
I might remember what it felt like to look up at your face in hope and desperation
And see that look of pity in your eyes  

 

Maybe this was allways going to happen
Maybe this is all just some master plan
Maybe Fate bought us together and ripped us apart
Maybe e.v.e.r.y bad thing happens for a reason
Maybe when all this is over we'll go some place else
Maybe, if this wasnt all we had left of each other, we'd stop fighting by now         <<Mine

I might hate you, you might hate me
But it's still your face I see before I got to sleep
Even if it does provoke dreams of murder
And everytime you see me i bet your stomach still flips
Even though its only in tension of whats going to go wrong next        

Everyone changes, I know that
you changed, but so did I
That's why it was emphasised so badly
You went one way and I went the other
Neither of us wants to head back
So we don't expect it of the other 

 

the girl you want, is tearing us apart, im everything shes not

 

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

In just a short amount of time,
I learned that promises are [[worthless]]...
That wishing on >stars< only makes things worse...
And when you carve things in your skin it only leaves S.C.A.R.S...

 

 

 

you're talking to a girl who has had her heart broken,
cried for continuous hours, yelled & screamed for help.
a girl who turned her back on the world..&
a girl who did nothing but love someone who couldn't love her back.

 

 

 

The pain you create can make a scar.
You'll fall apart; you went too far
Now that the summers gone
We’re not, not like you, your heart is
untrue
The endings are raining down.
Why do you run away from fears?
You’ll fall apart; you'll fall for
years.

 

Someday I'll be happy
will someone tell me when will that be?
Somewhere I lost track of what's right
& now I'm stuck on the sidelines
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
not gonna take it any longer
It's time to take back control of my life

 

I'm a mess, and my room usually is too - I laugh at the
stupidest things and I tend to say the wrong things at
the wrong time..I cry for no reason..sometimes, I get
mad easily, but I'm just me and thats all I can be.

 

 

When life is woe and hope is dumb, the world says "go!" and the grave says "come!".

I TOUCH YOUR ARM..
SMILE AND LOOK STRAIGHT IN YOUR EYES
I PROMISE YOU, YOU'RE ALL I THINK ABOUT

 

 

 

im to lazy for more rite now



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