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| that title prety much explains it all Let’s not waste tonight crying about lost dreams. Let’s run around outside in the rain and be free. Let’s try to live our lives before our time is through. Let’s forget the past, because it hurts just too much. Let’s pretend we are okay for just one night. x When I fell in love, I learned a few things. How to believe someone with all your might, How to be held and not want to be let go. How kisses are always take the pain away… And how to feel real pain when it’s gone. document.write('');document.write(''); x Hello Stranger,
Remember how we used to love each other? x i wish i never even met you now. so then i wouldn’t stay awake at night - starring at my blank ceiling thinking about you. & how absolutely perfect you are & how I know im not good enough for you. how i may never see you again but your still out there somewhere being absolutely perfect for me. x 
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| hey kids more quotes and pixx?i think so! 
tonight I won't wear my seatbelt. I'll speed on the wet slick roads. I'll take that curve a little too fast. You will see the fatal crash on the news && you know what? You still won't miss me x You wake to suffer through the day Trade a dream for the pay Well here's the fact, I hope it sticks You're just alive out of habit

Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are Piece my piece I've built my walls And burned the bridges down That lead back to people like you
x When the shadows beam Misery remains I won't leave this time. 
I waited all this time to Show you how much I care. Can you see me waiting everyday?
x I believe letting go Was the worst mistake of my life.
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It's just so difficult being me Instead of we
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Don't lose touch with life's reality. Compensate for life's stupidity.
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You change and now you come back Saying we aren't the children we once were.
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Everyday I hate you And everything we once were. x
And you beg to be back with me. Now I can't see anything I won't forget everything you put me through.
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I would wait forever. Until the darkness began to fade I would wait for you.

She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking, she's hated & taunted she's wanted & flaunted she's a puppet on a string, an angel without a wing, she's every girl you want her to be but she only wants her self esteem x close my eyes I can still see You are right here Where I want you to be
x He left me here In this misery The whole world has Turned it's back on me

and we painted crooked lies but we danced in perfect time to a love so much refined we know not what it is until it is dullen like wine
x but it's never quite like this
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i need not your wicked weapons my war is not with someone like you
x like bringing a k n i f e to a gun fight
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time can kill the greatest of men even the strongest find themselves on the floor

I've gotta find out all the things And find out where she got her wings
How's the weather up there? Good God I wish I was tall.
Where can I go When I want you around But I can't stand To be around you
I'll walk myself to you I'll walk myself away from here
You laughed off my affections While I passed your direction I should have known from your smile It was the end of you 
I lie back and close my eyes again The dreams are there The last chance slipped away You'll never know I cared
For these wounds I claim redemption For these wounds I am redeemed
An empty promise Fills my veins with lies
Be still my tongue For I know not what to say My life is lived in darkness And here I will remain
And so the night wears on And so my patience thins To my eyes dawn in horror Because I'm alone again 
You shine so bright you're what I see. Just try coming once again. Make rounds, make mermories again. I try to run, try to forget the one. But you still keep shining, shining bright like the sun. See you there one more time and going back It’s like seeing you there for the first time I swear...
You make my world spin again. I can’t, I can’t just let you go
She paints on her cute synthetic personality Wasting all the hours on the things she'll never be
i've got nothing that i hide except for what's inside i keep it all locked up, in this prison we call love i'm suffocating...
skipping beats, blushing cheeks i am struggling daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner cafe and then i'm left in bits recovering tectronic tremblings you get me every time.
i still cant shake that feeling of wanting nothing but you
I'm always assuming the worst, but you're going on nonetheless and there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall.
maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much
It's falling faster, Barely breathing, Give me something, To believe in Tell me: It's not all in my head 
Please darling can you lead way My world was flipped now I have gone astray Now it falls apart every night to the sight of the d i m stars
We will overcome every night to the sound of the kick drum We've got it figured out every night to the sound of the break down
Lonely, stubborn and complacent You have insisted on leaving me here Writing the same song i started last year Lovely conjunctions and phrases Plays on a few words, that you never meant I must have misread all of the signals that you never sent
It's a bitter sweet life, i have loved and lost my heart along the way
A regret that you cannot rewind Feeling empty, feeling b r o k e n There's a malice on his lips you can taste while your choking He is sour, he is sharp, he is preying on your heart Just relax while he tears you apart
Take the dreams you had, throw them all away
Swallowing the lust that will cripple the dancer With his hands around your neck You have lost all self-respect You're a mirror to ashamed to reflect Are you cautious, are you reckless Guilty and exposed, but to stubborn to confess
could this be out of line to say youre the only one breaking me down like this youre the only one i would take a shot on, you keep me hanging on so contagiously
They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone But for what we've become we just feel more alone
And as the summer's ending, The cool air will put your hard heart away. You were so condescending.. And this is all that's left: Scraping paper to document. I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
When your apologies fail to ring true
Oh, instincts are misleading You shouldn't think what you're feeling

Here it goes again, Put on that deserving tone and don't forget that this was all your fault. It's breathing down your neck, you know you've got to let this go. You're such a wreck and now it starts to show.
o4. We hold these truths self evident, The lies we used to represent Who we are, because it was never meant to be. And all the songs we used to sing, they used to tell us everything. All about how it was never meant to be.
o5. But the better days are behind us now. We all need someone to tell us how To save the state of where we are, It keeps demanding more and more and more. And who will save us?
o6. feeling this again, nothing new . </3
o7. And please pick me I'm a terrible mess You know I just can't help it and I just gotta confess You do what you do and I can't ever rest
o8. face the fact, don't act like you don't care
o9. I know it's hard to be something that you don't think you are but it's hard for me to even try to understand why you are beating your own heart cause you gotta try, just try to be honest and I will be honest all these things that I say and I'll listen clear, whether brave or you're modest, I'm here don't hold back, don't hesitate, don't disappear 
10. You can’t break away what you cannot change
11. I couldn't fake it We wouldn't make it I couldn't give enough to you
12. She paints on her cute synthetic personality Wasting all the hours on the things she'll never be
13. you're just a pretty waste
14. There's an emptiness inside her And she'll do anything to fill it in
15. And it breaks her heart How she wishes it was different
okayy . ther you go :] and im going to start posting the titles/ artists on my next post. soo i hope you don't mind!

there's a field nearby with words written in stone. my love will not die, please let it be known. This place is dead, it echoes through town. there isn't one voice, I haven't heard a sound. the planes flew in; their bombs did too. the city fell flat, The fires, they grew.
i'll take a step away and see if you come back, because there's no more trying.
keep me in suspense and tell me what it meant. the anxious air between you and me; look me in the eyes and tell me what it meant just before we both go.
If you ask I will do what you say All we have is this night to get through With the cheeks to the smile you’re only You left me all up in arms and confused
Are you out of your mind You dug yourself into a liar’s hole You made a little spark to live inside It’s now a *beep* fire out of control When the morning comes you’ll act surprised And when the word gets out it will get old And every day you’ll try to live your life
And every little scandal will unfold
i saw you there last night, hanging out at the park you seemed so in love with your hand on her heart you were 'just friends' at least thats what you said

its something I'll never forget, andnevergetback <|3
your incredibly selfish, not to mention downright, cold. but you still have the only pair of hands I'll ever want to hold.
guess what I'm done, writing you songs .. </3
you'll never quite know the truth, cause honestly even I don't.
you can make me crysmilelaugh&hate. probably in less then a h e a r t b e a t.
wrote most of them, hope you enjoy <3 
you may be beautiful but there's more that the eye can see you're so predictable the way you calculate each move heads I win tails you lose because you don't have the right to choose.
you're just so impossible, but somehow, i can't stop, cause you're just so addicting, and i wish i could, and i would if i could, but for some reason, i'm glad i can't.
How did you get all these people to sing about you, anyway?
" he doesnt deserve you" shouldnt have made her want to prove them wrong, but it did </3
how come we want to protect those who hurt us the most? maybe because if you didnt love them so much, it wouldn't hurt </3

Thinking we’re the b r i g h t e s t stars And hoping we will never burn out But baby everything has got An expiration date, like you and I
you think you've known me forever.
let`s destroy eachother, cause we're too cool for love lines, && soft kisses over cheap wine. Smoke me baby, like your last cigarette. Whisper to me, say you'll never forget. Could you break my heart just a little more?
i'm walking out in the rain and i'm listening to the slow moan of the dial tone again i'm getting nowhere with you and i can't let it go
Hey we'll leave it all behind Oh and then the nightmares I'll fill them in good time - DMB
Then I look up at the sky My mouth is open wide lick and taste What's the use in worrying, what's the use in hurrying Turn turn we almost become dizzy- DMB
Troubles they may come and go, But good times they are the gold. And if this road gets rocky girl, Just steady as we go.- DMB
It's just a game I play It's just I roll that way Don't think sweet baby I'm messing with your head.- DMB
he's right you know we can't go on like this
And somehow all the words, found a way to hide what they mean, but no one ever wins.
Cause all the blame, doesn't seem to matter anymore, the fault is mine, the fault is yours, And I'm not trying to keep score, and all the petty words, and all the arguing, Never makes me feel like I am right or wrong.
I guess its true, im horribly weak never thought id have these words to speak. my life was never really mine, just mine to r e p l a c e.
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| hey more?more. someone commmented how fucking sweeet!!! so heres so more stuff enjoy guys    
I am sick of being me. I can’t take it anymore. Ugly, Stupid, Lame, Reject, Pathetic. But mostly…fake
x after a while the pain doesn't hurt anymore. you're nothing. nothing but numb. x Becoming frantic, Losing control, Now lost inside, This bottomless hole
 
"can you feel it" he asked as he tore his lips from hers "i cant feel anything" she whispered x just tell me it's tearing you apart please, say it's keeping you from falling asleep at night x in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees x the flames and smoke climbed out of every window and disappeared with everything that you held dear and you shed not a single tear for the things that you didn't need cause you knew you were finally free    
don't know how Or why But there's something that calms me And makes me happy About cutting It takes me off the edge And puts me back to 'normal' If you knew how much it helped me You would have never made me stop
x My heart is heavy with sorrow, I don’t want to wake tomorrow. I want to cut my arm deep, Take a few pills and fall asleep. I want to get away from here, but perhaps that truly is my fear. Is it really my wish to die? Let’s find out and give it a try x Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes & curl back to loneliness.
 
I'm trying real hard, hard not to care But I miss you my dear won't you come back?
x I try to smile when i see other girls with you i act like everythings okay, but you dont know how it feels to be so in love with someone who doesnt even care 
you may be beautiful but there's more that the eye can see you're so predictable the way you calculate each move heads I win tails you lose because you don't have the right to choose.
x you're just so impossible, but somehow, i can't stop, cause you're just so addicting, and i wish i could, and i would if i could, but for some reason, i'm glad i can't.

remember how behind that building you told me I was beautiful? and inside that dugout you taught me how to kiss? or those woods, where we spent our nights so lost in eachothers eyes? do you remember what it felt like, when we were so young, and so in love?
x your smile is intrancing, and that touch is more than I can take, its just so us, to keep making promises that were meant break 
The look in your eyes makes me crazy I feel the darkness break upon her I'll take you over if you let me
x Hold your head up high You're never wrong Somewhere in the right you belong You would rather fight than walk away What a lonely way to breathe the air What an unlovely way to say you care Now we're too far gone for me to save And I never thought that we'd come to this 
Look to the past And remember and smile. And maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile. I'm not in the scene I think I'm fallin' asleep But then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you x Please put the doctor on the phone 'cause I'm not making any sense Blame everyone but me for this mess And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart We never seemed so far I'm hopelessly hopeful, you're just hopeless enough But we never had it at all 
Oh my fucking God shes fucking twiching give me a fucking gun let me end this bitches life Or not hahah i sit back and watch her try to escape shes a fucking two bit slut thats going to get cut cut cut . oh my oh no let me see the light let me see her intestines with great joy and pleasure i'm the new massicist
x as she screams let me go i beg for her to scream even more make my dream come true and my exsistance a fucking reality why the fuck do u think i would let you free when every thing u do excits me ur my new dolly i'm going to call u Kaitlyne Ann Marie and make u my eturnal fanitsy` 
A regret that you cannot rewind Feeling empty, feeling b r o k e n There's a malice on his lips you can taste while your choking He is sour, he is sharp, he is preying on your heart Just relax while he tears you apart
x But the better days are behind us now. We all need someone to tell us how To save the state of where we are, It keeps demanding more and more and more. And who will save us?
x This is the end of a really sad story But don't feel bad for me I started out alone And in the end that's where I'll be Like the star of a really sad story You don't live happily I started out alone And in the end that's where I'll be

I couldn't fake it We wouldn't make it I couldn't give enough to you x K i s s the stars. Cause this will be the last time. I ever open myself to anyone. Who ever knew that love could taste like razorblades. Shapeless faces are stealing your heart. Right from under me.

She cuts more and more. Her arm was full of lines. Her artistic way of doing with Instead of complaints and whines. x They hate us. We are the outcasts, the loners, the aloof. We're those who stand still when they threaten us, and those who run when there's calm. We are the abhored, the fascinating, the useless. We are the discarded. x Programmed to crush Programmed to destroy Its brainwaves only wired for death 
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| update of love!? 
okay i really lke ballerina shots so theres guna be aocuple and some diffferent ones obviously and quotes and stuff liek that..enjoy, comment?:   
and you wont get to far on a tank of gas and a empty heart and one day your name just didn’t make me smile he was born a liar;he will die a liar it’s a comic book crush; that taught you to trust 
She cries the lullibies; the ones that you cannot sing. She doesnt want the whole world, only him. & when you left her there, just standing there in the rain, She ran home to get rid of her pain. She wanted it all to end, to live her life & be happy again. & as she sits here with the razor in her hand, she thinks about how he will never understand. 
'Cause a bottle of vodka Is still lodged in my hand. And some blonde gave me nightmares, I think that she's still in my bed. X Its your kiss I wanna taste X | What if you saw my arm one day And all those bloody trails? Will you be able to understand why I cut when all else fails? x. Sometimes i make you listen to these songs because the lyrics sing the words that i'm too scared to say.

you want to know why i love you? it's cause you loved me when i didn't love myself. it's cause you held up my beauty for me to see. it's cause you cared for me unconditionally. it's cause for the first time in my life, i didn't have to work so hard at being happy 
you are my love, you are my life, my heart and soul the truest friend I've ever known, you are my world, all of my dreams, M Y F A N T i S Y . M Y R E A L i T Y . I love everything you are, yes I do. 
&& the hardest thing is knowing that i'll wait for you f o r e v e r. && that forever never e n d s. 
and she whispers into the mirror as she wipes the running eyeliner from her eyes "I'm so stupid" 
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you |

I wanna get to the point where no matter what happens no matter how long we go with out being together ; no matter how many fights we get in ; that all we need is a kiss & suddenly we remember why we love each other so much x i still have feelings for you and i never knew why but i think i get it now im just so scared that i'll never find someone quite like you x i hope it hits you and you cant sleep at night i hope you count memories i hope you count how many times you did this i hope you wonder how much pain you caused i hope you wonder how many scars you left and oh my love i hope you can count to a million x 
she doesn't care if you call her & wake her in the middle of the night. she hates arguing, but you know shes good at it. shes terrified of the dark, but when she thinks of you, she smiles. she laughs at your jokes even if they're dumb. she loves the way you stare at her and she wouldn't change that for the world x she hates the world, she hates people she hates sand in her toes, she hates morning light she hates my smile, she hates stale chips she hates me calling, she hates picking up she hates being alone, she hates holding hands she hates the way i whisper in her ear, and the way she trembles with my breathe contact she hates my style, and she hates my hair she hates my touch, she hates laying with me at night she hates how much she dosent hate me at all she hates how i know it too.. x You were my cure & I was your disease. I was killing you. And you were saving me. x She Wants To Be Beautiful. She Would Do Anything For A Pretty Face. Even Kill Herself
 My love for you is not written on paper, for paper can be erased, Nor is my love for you etched in stone, for stone can be broken. But my love for you is inscribed in my heart where it shall remain forever and ever x have so much hate, my life is a fate. i have to fight for the right to just live my life 
And every time we hug It brings tears to my eyes Because I know she loved you first And you never returned the favor x You know how in kindergarden.. You wouldn’t know someone, but would go up to them, and 10 minutes later, Be playing like you were best friends? Because you didn’t have to be anything but yourself? that’s how I f.e.e.l. when I’m with you x Sometimes I feel like no one cares Sometimes I feel like no ones there Sometimes I want to kill myself Sometimes I think I need some help Sometimes I feel like I’m alone Sometimes I'm in an empty zone Sometimes I feel like I’m not alive Sometimes I wonder if I’m deprived Sometimes I think the world should end Sometimes I think I have no friends Sometimes want to make them see Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me.   
Do you have the scars I have that decorate your wrist? And if you try to smile do you smile with a twist? x We may die from the medication, but at least we killed the pain. thats it<3 | | |
| sorry no update for awhile but heres one:) have one last request for the rest of your life...that you Spend it with me
I can't look at your face anymore Or I might remember what it was like to run a finger over your chin Brush a hand over your cheeks Trace your eyebrows with my fingers Press my lips against your lips I might remember what it felt like to look up at your face in hope and desperation And see that look of pity in your eyes Maybe this was allways going to happen Maybe this is all just some master plan Maybe Fate bought us together and ripped us apart Maybe e.v.e.r.y bad thing happens for a reason Maybe when all this is over we'll go some place else Maybe, if this wasnt all we had left of each other, we'd stop fighting by now <<Mine I might hate you, you might hate me But it's still your face I see before I got to sleep Even if it does provoke dreams of murder And everytime you see me i bet your stomach still flips Even though its only in tension of whats going to go wrong next Everyone changes, I know that you changed, but so did I That's why it was emphasised so badly You went one way and I went the other Neither of us wants to head back So we don't expect it of the other the girl you want, is tearing us apart, im everything shes not Cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
In just a short amount of time, I learned that promises are [[worthless]]... That wishing on >stars< only makes things worse... And when you carve things in your skin it only leaves S.C.A.R.S... you're talking to a girl who has had her heart broken, cried for continuous hours, yelled & screamed for help. a girl who turned her back on the world..& a girl who did nothing but love someone who couldn't love her back. The pain you create can make a scar. You'll fall apart; you went too far Now that the summers gone We’re not, not like you, your heart is untrue The endings are raining down. Why do you run away from fears? You’ll fall apart; you'll fall for years. Someday I'll be happy will someone tell me when will that be? Somewhere I lost track of what's right & now I'm stuck on the sidelines What doesn't kill you makes you stronger not gonna take it any longer It's time to take back control of my life I'm a mess, and my room usually is too - I laugh at the stupidest things and I tend to say the wrong things at the wrong time..I cry for no reason..sometimes, I get mad easily, but I'm just me and thats all I can be. When life is woe and hope is dumb, the world says "go!" and the grave says "come!".
I TOUCH YOUR ARM.. SMILE AND LOOK STRAIGHT IN YOUR EYES I PROMISE YOU, YOU'RE ALL I THINK ABOUT im to lazy for more rite now
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